Fire Queen

I am Electric Aliveness.

Fairy Godmother

We are the wisdom keepers of Acceptance.

Retrograde Gate of Descent

March 28, 2025: Venus meets with the moon in Pisces, still in Her retrograde phase.

The tool, the guide, and the gift:

I chose a sword as my object. Across from me was Shira. There was a gorgeous crown with tons of jewels in the pool of water and it was easy to pick up as it was hanging on a branch, and I could see its beauty just glistening ..I choose to keep it, but it was actually a bit heavy.

I traded my sword because I was going to have to have courage to use my sword, and I didn’t know if I could kill anyone so I chose to trade in my sword for the crown!

Shira Princess of power was standing in the wind ….her cape blowing and she was very feminine yet masculine and strong yet flirty in a fun way. She looked directly at me: you can have it all.

First Gate of Descent

April 24, 2025: Venus meets with the moon in Pisces

Venus is high in the morning sky, shining brightly as Morning Star. She meets with the moon at the Crown Chakra gate.

At this gate, She releases worry, leaving space for adventures.

Second Gate of Descent

May 23, 2025: Venus meets with the moon in Aries

Venus is high in the morning sky, shining brightly as Morning Star. She meets with the moon at the Third Eye Chakra gate.

The gift of Fire: I have felt fire pulling me to the flames to see it but I’m observing more instead of being in it and feeling of out of control electricity in my body and of late feeling more laser focused heart fire energy! Feeling more alive with fire energy.

The Third Gate of Descent

June 22, 2025: Venus meets with the moon in Taurus

Venus is high in the morning sky, shining brightly as Morning Star. She meets with the moon at the Throat Chakra gate.

The gift of Earth: I have planted and harvested tomatoes for the first time in 3 years and it seems to represent all the fruits of my life starting to show up and be shared and enjoyed. I let the heat burn up parts of my tomato plant while I was gone 4 days and I would have in the past just tossed it but this time I spent a long time taking away all the yellow leaves and watering it and feeding it and I think it will come back … I feel hopeful like I do about my life!

The Fourth Gate of Descent

July 21, 2025: Venus meets with the moon in Gemini

Venus is high in the morning sky, shining brightly as Morning Star. She meets with the moon at the Heart Chakra gate.

The Fifth Gate of Descent

August 20, 2025: Venus meets with the moon in Cancer

Venus descends in the morning sky, shining brightly as Morning Star. She meets with the moon at the Solar Plexus Chakra gate.

The Gift of Lineage:

I went on the path to a well, and when I went to the well, I saw the same scene from a previous life where my little blonde, beautiful boy had drowned by falling down the well, and I was lying down by the wall going insane from the tragic loss. It was also from the guilt that I had let him fall down the well, that it was my fault, and that when my husband came home, he would never want to be with me or around me so I went completely crazy with pain and grief.

When I dipped the water out of the well, it was very difficult at first to even touch the crank. I had to make myself do it, and as I brought up the water and poured it over me, I just released that part of my past life and watched it slide down me into the ground and wash away from me. I did this many times until I felt some relief and like I had finally quenched my thirst and the bad mojo was washed away from my body along with the dirt and the weight of my journey to get there.

When I went in to pull up the last bucket and looked, there was a church key. I grabbed the church key and went on the rest of the journey to find the wise man sitting by the fire and as the fire was burning, he started talking and told me "oh it looks like you have the key to unlock Pandora’s box." I felt fearful about that because we’ve all heard stories about Pandora’s box. He reassured me that anything I discovered I would be able to heal and handle, and that was my job to unravel and open all of the doors in my life that I had closed. He reassured me that that the key could be used for anything, like the key to a new house, the key to a new car, the key to a new business location, the key to anything and everything that I wanted. It felt hot in my hand like the fire was working through the key to me to reassure me that there was a lot of power in that key, and it felt comforting that he reassured me that the key had magical purposes to unlock and open all facets: spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and with objects as well. I walked away, feeling lighter yet knowing there would be some heaviness in my journey.